♥ P.S. : Me...

2010-05-07T23:26:00.000-07:00

HEY PEOPLE!

sorry nver update or reply your tags. cus exams is next week! n im chionging.

okie. wont update till next weekend! but jiayous to everyone working real hard! (:

changing blog url soon. (:

lie to me.

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2010-05-01T05:57:00.000-07:00

PIMPLE ATTACK!

exams=stress=pimple attack. :(

crap. anw, finished eng n hmt papers this week. what is over is over. now hav to work hard on science, maths, lit n geog. (:

anw, 27 april was the day coco went missing last year. one year already..

CoCo, 14 August 2008 - 27 April 2009

Speedy, 1 May 2008 - 9 April 2010

Squeaky

Mimi

no matter what, i will always be missing and loving all of you.

should i change my url?

2010-04-26T01:22:00.000-07:00

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white? grey? black?

2010-04-25T05:19:00.000-07:00

NO.

i've been like watching tv for the whole day, when im suppose to do revision. in the aft, watched narnia:prince caspian. LOL! the tv like practically drew me to it! im always fascinated by this type of movies. and now is star awards show on channel 8. D: NO! why they all play the nice shows during exam period!! LOL!

anyway, im crossing my fingers for this mid-year. :/ hope i can do well! (hope doesnt sound right. : [ )

oh well.

why arent your pants on fire?

EARTH-DAY

2010-04-22T05:48:00.000-07:00

okie, i may sound a bit weird today. but i seriously think we have to do something.

idk why cant people just get this into their head, animals extinct, global warming, all the same, "not my problem"

google or youtube all those animal extinction stuff, you find a lot of videos. i acc wanted to put some up but i guess i dun want to get emotional or saddistic.

like wth are we doing? idk la, for me, i just cant stand people that abuse animals, or abuse their rights all that stuff. i hate all those selfishness to the core. i hate all those "like i care" attitude.

like just shut up and be practical okie. if we dun do something, say bye.

like we can just help by saving paper, or dont buy plastic bottles. like, its so easy,

why cant everybody just help??

idk, this are just my feelings. pardon me n dun get offended.

lol, i sound like some geographic person, but i want to take history. (:

lol, no link.

2010-04-22T05:20:00.000-07:00

hello people. (: sorry, didnt post for quite a long time.

first, went to SSS (singapore sports school) for yeomen service on tuesday. (: went in the aftern, for the swimming competiton in the school. LOL. when jingwen they all wen tin the morning, the first thing jw came back was, "GOT HOT GUYS!" or something liddat. lol. then we kept laughing. and t.jiayu acc got one of the guys facebook! i was like LOL!!!!

THE SCHOOL WAS CRAZY BIG! but then at first go there quite boring. like, me n chels was asked to stand at the border, and stop anyone from coming in. LOL, it's so boring lorh. then behind us is all the swimmers waiting. LOL, and then infrontg of us is those swimmers practicing, then the water keep splashing. XD okie, a funny thing.

there's this big bee, idk, drone, like flying around. and then the female swimmers all damn scared, they were like ah! LOL. then evrybody running around. so funny! XD

wa, then i see the guys, all got figure leh. the girls also, all so fit. sorry for my flirty tone. :X there's this eurasion guy, he quite tall, and got pointy nose, and all the rest, u know wat i mean. LOL. then me n chenyi n me was like, *winks, yeah! LOL! n gen, u kept missing the sharing times. no offence, but seriously, almost all the guys had nice figures lorh. most of them is like, WOW. lol. okie, im sounding flirty.

anw, had quite a fun time i guess. and, it rained at the end of the day. :D yes, the way i like it. :D

2010-04-18T03:29:00.000-07:00

used to think that songs can cheer me up if im feeling stressed or low. but now, i think piano works just as well too. maybe it works even better. its so amazing, without any lyrics, yet it still seems so meaningful. maybe i should take everything easy. like its just parts here and parts there, and most of the stuff is just temporary. just keep looking forward?

2010-04-18T01:38:00.000-07:00

ceromony yesterday in school.

graduation + enrollment + promotion [:

aww, im so gonna miss all the seniors. :(

lol. kay, ytd, was enrolled. :D like finally. lol. i anyhow march. and then got promoted to ps. yanxin and xinting, you all remember what u owe me right? lol. jk.

but hav to do double jumping kacks if got punishment. : [ but at least i not pl. :D jiti (sha) is. XD

OH! but ytd i damn suay. -.-.-.-.-

in the morning, i forget to bring all the seniors present and gen present. i left it at the window. -.- wl. then i damn pissed la. so i keep whining. :X sorry guys, if u got irritated at my attitude. :/ cus i really so pissed.

congrats to all who got promoted and enrolled! (:

the pics are the day me, genevieve, chelsia and jitisha did the flash cards for the seniors. :D

but jitisha went off first. :X

come back!

2010-04-13T05:41:00.000-07:00

kay. i had quite a bad day today. and i dunknw wats wrong with my attitude today. sorry for being such a burden. : {

perserverance is easier said than done. really hard. and i failed to such a small challenge.

admit it, im weak.

2010-04-10T23:05:00.000-07:00

~~THE WEATHER IS FREAKING HOT.~~

kay. i have alot of things to do today. and im too lazy to type it out. and the weather is getting on my nerves. and idk why, i alwaes pms. and i alwaes just burst.

i shall put the song, 'i dont care' to be the first song on my playlist.

cus i should seriously get this message in my head,

I DONT CARE!

please, just get this into your head.

2010-04-10T06:54:00.000-07:00

okie. i know i've not been updating for quite awhile. i'll just make it short and sweet.

alot of things happened, and presently, i should stay solemn.

bye.

icanthelpmyselftobesoanti. whatswrongwithme.

2010-04-02T06:58:00.003-07:00

me and my cousin, rachel. :D

me, my sis, and rachel. (:

my other shy boy cousin, magnus. XD

GOOD-FRIDAY. (:

went to pray ancestors today, met cousins. (: i tell you, they so cute sia, although the girl one smae age as my sis. the weather was freaking hot today, went at 7plus on the morning, n later to 2 other destinations. at the 2nd plave, got this small boy, he wear super man also(i wore super man tee)! XD he so cute!!! got cape behind his back. XD he a bit eurasion, eyes so big! so handsome. :D hahas. kay, im not some pervert that sies on kids okie. :X

and another funny thing, (okie, i know this is suppose to be a serious thing, but yeah. :X) at the 2nd place, above us, there's trees, and then there's birds and pigeons resting on top. and guess what, me my siblings and my cousins keep 'escaping' from the 'missles' being shot down by those birds. LOL! one almost hit my sis! XD HA!

i kept praying that today will rain (in the morning) but nver. LOL. my bro say i like cursing. LOL.

2010-03-31T01:47:00.000-07:00

NIGHTMARES.

i know, my attitude seriously sucked that day. :/ oh well.

okie, thers like so much things. im just gonna say randomly.

getting enrolled next next week! like finally. wait for so long liaos. lol. on 13th april, it will be enrollment, promotion and graduation day for gg. :X aww. AND THE SEC 2s GOING TO PERFORM. :D yay. XD we dancing SNSD song, should be 'oh' i guess. :X hahas. den qianyu, koonyee and jiayu so funny, they keep sing the funny song n we keep laughing, during the time in the com lab ytd. XD

oh. and i recently keep having nightmares. :/ ytd was better, but it's still a dream. :/ i dont normally dream everyday. :/ so creepy. the worst was on monday. i dreamt that my family had a baby (idk how!) and then we were in some house overseas. the baby was very small. :X then we planning to sleep, out of a sudden, got this guy not happy and used a gun to shoot the baby, and then when i came out of the bedroom, i still saw the baby, on the sofa. i like frwaked out in the dream!!! and then my brother went to shine torchlight and cant find the baby, then i woke up. :/ WORSE THING: I RMB THE BABY'S NAME, SHE'S CALLED TIFFANY. i freaked out that day.

when i have dreams these few days, i find that im always very tired and weak when i wake up. like cannot stand properly. :/ :/

okie. this is freaky. i should stop here.

27 DAYS TO MYE! :C

2010-03-27T08:04:00.000-07:00

the first song on my playlist reminds me of those stupid foolish memories , and my craze for that show in primary school. :X

2010-03-27T06:39:00.000-07:00

Earth-hour. (:

hahas. my sis went crazy, go take out all the candles. XDXD

i off-ed all the lights. (: (:

i think we should just do our small part for the earth. (:

okie, not much gtg. (:

in case, thts my hand trying a heart shape. XD

my camera skills not that good. :X

2010-03-27T06:13:00.000-07:00

yesterday sports day was FUN! (:

i did first aid at the combined sports day ytd, with temasak sec, dunman high and chung cheng high. (: very fun. (: actually with xinying for the forst shift, but then they changed to two shifts only. :X but very fun talking to her. :D

then i was at the spectators there for my 1st shift, so fun. XDXD i keep hyper. XD and do the cheer and shout. XD hahas. i bit out of the mind. XD then i went with syahirah to the toilet, then we didnt notice got girl's toilet below, so we walk and walk until the next end of the bedok stadium. -.-.-.- wa. i tell you, like mario game sia! cus got so many obstacles, have to climb over the metal railing, go over the tape thingy. den we keep laughing. XDXD then when we reach there, we finally. XDXD THEN! we so excited we go the wrong toilet. then got 1 guy inside the boy's toilet! at the sink. we were like

OMG!!

then we quickly run out and laugh like siao inside the toilet. XD so fun. XD when we going back,(i think) got this girl dancer from dunman high she very nice. (: cus i cant get over the railing. (fat clumsy pig) then she help hold me, then i jump over. she very nice. :D :D

later, me n koonyee so this *ehem guy from XXX school. so funny! he very (no offence) gay. XDXD then koon yee keep acting out, I laugh like siao!! ROFLMAO! i keep laughing, like some crazy insane person. !!!

first-aid got two person, one is a girl atheletefrom our school and the other one is another sch. the girl like very in pain, her knee got cast. :/ hehe. let seniors do, we stand aside help other things. :X oh. den the spectators got two faint-faint i think. :X overall, i tink this year sports day very good! :D

APOLOGIES. :X

2010-03-23T07:28:00.001-07:00

sorry. *blog in maintainence*

bare me. :X

2010-03-23T05:57:00.000-07:00

OFF.

(: 2mrw off day! no need go school. (: cus school founder's day! :D

and, principal said today that we shall have a polo tee as part of our uniform! :D :D isnt that, cool? and wear it every friday! XD cant wat to vote for the designs. (: i think my school is cool. :D

hm. nothing much to say.

不怕被抹黑的天空
雨后会有彩虹
不怕流出泪的眼睛
哭过会有笑容

2010-03-20T06:21:00.000-07:00

overdue.

rainrainrain.

come again.

the way i like it. :D :D

i like this week, cus it's raining all day! :D

and i finally finish all the hol hw. :X

the freaking geography essay took up alot of my time. XC!

aww, holiday's gonna be over. :/

hope for the best for term 2! it's gonna be short and stressful.

MID-YEAR's COMING! :(

oh, and i recently like a piano artist, Yiruma's piano pieces. (: they're so nice! :D

makes me relaxed. (:

2010-03-16T07:42:00.000-07:00

Kiss the rain. by Yiruma

this melody just speaks to me,

like nothing ever did.

like it tells me,

though the struggles in life,

there will always be the sun.

though the hard memories,

life just have to move on.

i have to be strong.

no matter how tearful memories can be.

life is short,

and i have to strive and make the best of it.

this melody just gives me an unspeakable feeling,

i have no idea how it evokes a feeling right from the bottom of my heart.

its true.

i can never tell you how i felt when i heard this.

like.. its part if me.

2010-03-14T07:09:00.000-07:00

my first try. :D

okie. today my mum and me tried making egg tarts today. :D n its so cool la. :D i make the custard, n she make the pastry. n her pastry taste so good! XD n my custard failed the first time, cus i didnt heat it n it turns out so hard n orange. -.- but than later we tried then can! :D :D its soft n yellow! :D like FINALLY! XD but then i messed up the whole place. Xl lol. :X but we very proud of our tarts. :D although its like.. not circular. :X :X but considered very good already rite? :X lol. at least it tastes normal. XD

the first set of orange(failed. :X) tarts.

baking-baking. (:

ta-da! the one that tastes nice! XDXD

as you can see, it doesnt shape like the normal ones. :X

but very good liao horh! XD

just finished my maths test. :X n ITS SERIOUSLY SO FUNNY! XD

cus i was talking to xinying, asking her how was the maths test, then she tell me the cheat. XD then i try for the first few questions. then end up i do n do n left not enough time. so i anyhow. here comes the funny thing: i anyhow sing to a tune like, "mary had a little lamb,littile lamb, little lamb" to choose the answer. AND GUESS WHAT! I ANSWERED CORRECTLY FOR 2 QUESTIONS! 2 TIMES OF MIRACLES! waa. so cool. then i finish the test i laugh. XD i also got another method of closing my eyes n randomly move the mouse, i also got 2 questions correct! XDXD then when they verfying the score, I PASS!! i pass! omg. then i laugh again. liddat also can sia. XD

today is full of miracles. XD at least i feel better today. : ]

2010-03-14T07:08:00.000-07:00

watching down with love just rocks my feeling. :D

2010-03-13T04:51:00.000-08:00

if everything was a different language, everything will be more genuine.

there wont be complications between.

there wont be so much complex.

2010-03-12T06:40:00.001-08:00

forget it.

just click the 'x' button on the top-right.

2010-03-12T06:31:00.000-08:00

what the freaking hell is wrong with me?

i get so upset bout small little stuff.

i freak out at the slightest things.

i know.

i can see.

everything's clear already.

i just feel like ... idk. like some crap in a rubbish bin that talks crap everyday? idk. i just feel like i changed alot. i know. i slack. okie. fine. but did you ever even try to organise? did you ever try to ask. no. n i take back the idea of rather being with you. i rather be alone. the nerd in the crowd okie. i dun understand myself. complex.complex.complex. and now im blogging for the sake of that moment that im upset. why cant i just grow up? n even you say that i've changed. i probably shouldnt even say this but.. i guess i just like to be alone sometimes.

2010-03-12T05:13:00.000-08:00

[ ] You have yelled at an inanimate object for 'hurting' you.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks
[x] You have ran into a tree/bush
[ ] You have been called a "blonde"
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm
[ ] You sang them to make sure. LOL
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
so far: 5

[x]You have seen the Matrix/Star Wars and still don't get it
[ ]You type with three fingers or less.
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling
so far: 7

[ ]You have fallen asleep in class
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking about
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice"
so far: 10

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time
so far: 14

[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't
[ ] You break a lot of things
[ ] You tilt your head when you're confused
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling
[x] The word "um" is used many times a day
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[ ] You used a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.
so far: 19

MULTIPLY BY 3 & REPOST WITH "I AM __% RETARDED" >:D

LOL. im 57% retarded. -.-

2010-03-12T04:54:00.000-08:00

Start it man.

went to changi airport on tuesday for a badge we had to do. and the task was so funny. need to keep run to the same exhibit to take the answer. LOL. n the first time, me chelsia karwai n qianyu was so agitated that we ran until so far, when the exhibit was just so near. LOL!

then after that we had time to go walk-walk.

and this is the picture of my honeydew soy ice-blend. n a picture of chels hand doing my trademark. :D hahas. no la. XD

oh. and the honeydew is freshly-blended de! i saw it. :D

R6 guides! :D we rock yo! :D

from left:

chelsia,me,karwai,weixuan,xinying,jingwen,chenyi and genevieve. :D :D

karwai, chelsia n me. (:

march holiday starts today. :/

n i got a whole junk of ting to do. :/

and im not sastisfied with my results. so im goin to buck up on my maths n hmt this hol!

sometimes i guess its just music and me.

2010-03-07T04:01:00.000-08:00

CHILL.

yea. maybe i should just chill.

cus i find that i freak out and get tense over small stuff nowadays. :/ :/

maybe im just weak, not strong enough to handle stuff. i shall try to relax and see things better, i guess.

crap. i left my lit book n science workbook in school. so i cant do both.

sian. last week of school. :/

b4 the holiday.

WL. i dun want hol. hol means super load of hw. :/

but i tink time flies so fast, its arady goin to mid-year.

oh well, i shall work harder!!

your gesture really made a difference.

2010-03-04T04:45:00.000-08:00

so pissed today.

failed my maths, n didnt do pretty well for my other subs too.

so im goin to chiong. SERIOUSLY. this coming march hol. i shall do maths assessment, revise ALL my chinese work, n study others if got time. idc. i must do something. if not i will die with all the people improving suddenly in my class. i must improve. PROVIDED that the hol hw is merciful enough, to let me have days to study. i doubt so. -.-

i was so pissed today, that i cant help sayin f. ytd also. worse ytd, i c the careless mistakes i made in my maths paper i was like, WTF???

so i got an idea today. to scribble f''s on paper. :D

then i told emily i kept writing until it sounded like a normal word. LOL.

den shimin rachel n emily join in. XD hahas. so funny.

the below is sm drw de. hahas. so nice rite. XD

den i okie le, so i good mood go use pink pen draw a nice f n say, wow, f also can be so nice. LOL me.

oh well, it's a fact still that f is vulgar. but kinda honestly, writing fs like make me feel better. crap yourslef elysia. -.-

expect what you expect, im expected to be like this.

2010-03-02T06:38:00.000-08:00

AWW.

hope you enjoyed like i do. :D

i shocked at the part rachel hug the other guy.

but the ending was sweet. :D

2010-03-02T05:40:00.000-08:00

AGES.

aiyo. im like alien to the com liao. -.-

sian. cny over. common tests over. so many things happened n i didnt even had the time to blog lorh. :X

just make things short. i dun feel like talking bout my bumble bee life.

now i know sec 1's priviledge:

you dun hav juniors to take care of.

and things are a lot simpler, when you think they're not.

and you think simpler stuff,

and you can just forget bout the fact that life's getting harder than you expect.

sad. why no one tag sia?

2010-02-19T05:33:00.000-08:00

LOL.

had the total defence speech at 3r2 ytd with chels. XDXD

i so noob. i keep panicking and freaking out, n repeating my speeches before we went into the class. XC we stayed a little while in th class b4 we go in. XD hahas.

den me n chels was like standing outside. cus their classroom beside staircase, so we were like standing at the staircase. den we saw them coming up, we were like "oh crap."

den i so nervous. i know,so pathetic. -.- chels so good. XD den HA, got two boys came out of the classroom after a while and ask whether we taking 3r2. LOL.

the first part was so so so nervous. cus all boys, 6girls only. XP

den bit nervous la, cus like thers lotsa talking. :X

den after tat we show the video, wich is so disappointing cus it loads so slow.

den they quite 'funny' lo, like make 'jokes'. den i n chels like 'errr' but we still laugh. LOL.

but i tink overall we tink quite well cus the feedback say we quite confident when talking, although upper sec. but still soft. -.-

but, I THINK WE ROCK CHELS. :D :D yeah!

anyway, practiced marching today with scouts.

2mrw goin indoor staduim for thinking day. (:

pictures maybe. (:

oh well, tata. :D

2010-02-17T06:13:00.000-08:00

MESSED UP.

idk. i've no time to type now.

things are just goin crazy these days.

2010-02-16T05:19:00.000-08:00

WOW,

time flies super damn fast. n cny is over. :X n i didnt did much visiting.

back to school again. or should i say, to common tests. :/

im so goin hard-core this year, cus everybody is like chionging. so i cant lack! :[

please dont find it surprising that u find white strands on my head cus all this stress pressures me.

and im like GAINING. XC

crap. i must be hard-core both in my studies n weight.

JYs elysia, you only have yourself to count on.

2010-02-13T04:28:00.000-08:00

In the beginning, swinging is fun.

you laugh and giggle and like you're on cloud nine.

but then u need effort from your legs to lift yourself and swing if you want to work the swing yourself.

so you work your hardest, anything it takes to get yourself high enough.

then you start swinging.

with all the happiness and stuff.

then.

there comes a time where swinging is more than just plain fun.

you have to constantly push and pull your legs.

in order to keep balance.

with that comes tiredness.

and that is how im feeling.

working hard is easier to say, do and acheive at first.

keeping and maintaining the pace is another.

2010-02-13T04:06:00.000-08:00

CHELSIA BIRTHDAY. *loves

went out with karwai and chelsia ytd. :) but jl couldnt come. :( n it was CHELSIA's BIRTHDAY. :D :D :D old liao lorh. XD

went to ehub, then slack around. went to the vegetarian stall at ehub to eat. wa. so ex lorh. XP
LOL. went to pasir ris park aft tat to play swing. (: (: it was fun! :D n i dun like it went it was windy. -.- cus end up my hair was a mess of grass. -.-

oh well, had fun. :D

2010-02-10T05:48:00.000-08:00

COMMON TEST.

coming. LOL.

25 feb.

jiayous! although im not doing very well in tests, and i find myself dipproving, but i will try my best. i must do something before its too late to even do it. good luck elysia. :]

so, more time of revision equals to less time for blogging. so my blog will be sorta dead more or less. i will try.

these days, i feel time is not enough. :[ like, so.. fast.

oh. n i cut my fringe today. n crap me. the lady cut my fringe, den i still tink its quite long. so i go tell her cut shorter, but sh say wont be so slant. i say, nvm. n good gracious. it looks like bangs. -.- IT DOESNT EVEN LOOK SLANT. -.- n the marvellous thing is it didnt even took 10mins n it costs 3bucks. isnt that amazing? Xl

oh crap. crapping rules. -.-

2010-02-07T04:25:00.000-08:00

slow-paced.

hm.

this few days or maybe even weeks, like quite busy. :[

so im so sorry if my blog is dead or i didnt tag u cus idk wats my prob, im just busy.

like things n hw just keep coming, n i've got no time to do many stuff.

sometimes, i just wished everything were slow-paced. or my life be slow-paced. so that i can appericiate people n stuff better.

somtimes, i think i misunderstand or misjudge things bcus of my life's speed.

everyhthing's just a rush. n likewise for my decisions. i've to make it fast.

can life ever be slow? i want it to be. at least i can dream bout it.

2010-02-03T04:50:00.000-08:00

WOW.

i like damn long never update blog le. :X psps.

cus school's been busy. :X

OH! n i met my sec1 juniors ytd. :D pretty cool yea. being older than sm1. XD hahas. the r6 juniors rock. :D hahas. my class! XD

hm. like so long nver blog dun knw what say. hahas. Xl too many events. Xl

hahas. okie. im so goin random. chels kept sayin her indian accent these few days that kept making me laugh. n im like, shuddup! XD XD n she keep sayin "everybody,happy new year!" in the indian accent. WTC! XD XD i kept holding on to my waist *ha. people that r close to me in schl will know what that means. XD

some pictures n TATA. :D

2010-01-28T17:58:00.000-08:00

SICK.

like crap.

this week is pathetic. it's not even the first term of school or even month, and im already drained.

too much bad stuff happened. more than expected. i dun want to list them. cus it seems to me i cant even count them with my fingers. pathetic.

ive got fever sore throat flu n cough. ha. nice job. n it keeps going on and off.

n the worst thing, i kept wanting to say the four-letter word. i guess its not the worst.

n 1 of the days, i got so giddy i thought i was walking when i was not. that kind of giddiness.

n all the tests and homework just come bulking up. im like wtf???

sec 1 is slacking.

sec 2 is the beginning of secondary school life.

no excuses.

that's the way it is.

2010-01-25T01:35:00.000-08:00

rather down cus like my hmt letter just passed only. :/

quite worried whether im even qualified enough to be in a hmt class.

i shock.

i scared i will drop.

scared i will disappoint.

but what can i do? :/

what will i do?

idk.

maybe im just not upto standard?

life's like this.

maybe i just have to accept. that life's just too competitive. too practical.

or maybe im just not upto quality.

2010-01-24T01:10:00.000-08:00

I SO LOVE YTD! :D

went to fareast. (: (: first, bought a small bag at cotton on wssc. (:

den went to fareast to buy stuff. bought a polka-dot dress (LOVE IT! hearts.) from max n more, grey sweather like thingy from cotton on orchard. to go with my dress. (: idk hw describe it. :X I LIKE COTTON-ON. :D

bought a skirt n pencilcase for my sis(which cost me a bomb. -.- ) n top for mum. (: I SO THRIFTY YTD, :D ha. i spent all my money. XC bo liu liao.

reached home bout 9plus. (:

ytd was hot,funny and crazy. I WANT IT AGAIN!! :D :D :D

today sucks. i got to chiong my mtv work. :/ jys!

p.s: oh. i just went to check. its a grey half cardi i guess. XD

2010-01-22T04:09:00.000-08:00

XD.

today was a rather fun day i guess. the elderly came to our school. at first was rather scared. :X den we mingled with them n played games. n played lanterns. n WE BROKE THE SINGAPORE RECORD. :D of the most people making lanterns. :D hahas.

quite happy when playing the games part. :D cus the ahma(wat kw cals),auntie(wat i cal her), was really enjoying it, like can see from her face. (: (: i tink the best game was 2r2's. :D the "beat the soft toy" game. XD idk how to name it. LOL. its like the soft toys come out from holes den th elderly must beat it with a pastic mallet. like th 1s u see in arcade yea. :D i tink their game's really cool. :D

me kw,ashikin n claudia. :]

me chels n kw. (: according to kw,was on tuesday. :X

Currently reading this book now. borrowed from the schl library. i tink its rather sad. :/ i nver quite knew i will feel like crying other than reading animal books.

n thers like a horrible fact at the start of the book, to catch your attention:

in UK alone, a child goes missing every 5mins.

and i was like.. tats horrible fact. n the story's bout a girl receiving unfair treatment from her living environment.. n she was being abandon at birth. i read the first chapter arady damn xing suan.. :/

reading on soon. i tink th's a rather great book. need chiong my mtv work. :/ gg.

2010-01-21T04:34:00.000-08:00

HAHAS.

this two days the bus driver very friendly horh. XD

ytd. i took bus to school n was almost late. den while getting stuck in the traffic jam, the auntie bus driver go offer a lil'girl a sweet when she was staring at her eating the sweet. aww. den the girl so happy. :D hahas. den today, when going home with janice n chels, the uncle driver like ask us in mandarin, "Hello! after school,eaten already?" den chels was like laughing. XD den when we alighting he also say byebye! ha. so polite. :D

hm. this 2 days no lessons cus got OLE. :D outdoor-learning-experience. (: (: so no homework! :D but mus chiong my mtv work cus next wed must pass up. :X aw. why must it spoil my mood. :C

den 2day was preparing for th day 2mrw. elderly coming to our school den we have to organise activities for them. den at th last part of the day, we took a personality test. den was quite shocking. cus some of the results are so true bout me. XD LOL. quite. tcher say its part of their data to help them choose student councillors. :X

oh well,befriending the elderly 2mrw! :D

crap. i tink this is even worse then a 3-sided love affair.

2010-01-19T05:04:00.000-08:00

SORRY.

like didnt blog for quite a few days cus.. when i wanted to blog, somethings just happens in the way and i've got no feeling to blog anymore. :/ but i also no time la. :D

anw. saturday. went for the scholarship thingy n WTC. -.- the lady pronounce my name wrongly. :X acc i tot sh say, "e-lee-sia" but later, xiuqing tell me sh go pronounce as "el-sia(ul-sia)". -.- WL. :C cheat my feeilings. hahas. jkjk. den janice told me that, cus that day she was in the line with hilda n koonyee. den sh told them "elysia name surely pronounce wrong" or something like that. :X den BINGO. -.- LOL. :X oh well. in case pple out that that's still not sure of my name,is

E-LEE-SHER. (: LOL. ha.

ytd was a pissed day. so i dun feel like recounting it. :/

today. p.e. pt. kinda tired. run 8 rounds around ish. but idk why today like run arady quite nice the feeling. :D like sweat a lot. :D ha. :X n i kinda happy i never stop to walk. XD XD

aww. 2mrw chinese test. JYS to me. [:

im a loser. i let down too many.

2010-01-15T00:41:00.000-08:00

I CANT STAND IT. i need something. some music. i guess i just put video ba. :X :X

街挤满了欢笑
太不适合眼泪凑热闹
快跑快寻找无人的转角
不优雅时候一个人最好

爱说退就退潮
我松开手回忆却没放掉
未来不来了地球继续绕
躲回温暖的梦我一个人就好

为什麽越相信谁能依靠
越换来又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说越踏出世界一脚
越不能保留住天真微笑
那从今以后我一个人过就很好

心很平静地跳
只是寂寞潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒偷袭我眼角
眼泪自己擦掉我一个人很好

为什麽越相信谁能依靠
越换来又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说越踏出世界一脚
越不能保留住天真微笑
那从今以后我一个人过就很好

i like this song a lots. the lyrics r really meaningful. [:

2010-01-14T22:49:00.000-08:00

HEHE. some overdue pictures of my ham. :X btw, tats my sister's hand,not me. XD

HAHAS. this is today. XD my ham look so funny. XD XD the two legs stuck out, in the pic. XD
cute? XP

TODAY NO NEED GO SCHOOL. :D

woke up bout 8. den go do my vocab. still somore word need do. :/

hm. today i tink i jux do some work ba. if not later weekend need chiong again. i hate the feeling. :X

ohya,ytd chiong the banner like hell. XD XD very tired. when we finished the banner, it's like damn relieved. :D :D the feeling is good. :D after our hard-work. its worth. (: i cant believe we could finish such a huge banner,in 2 days,with less than 10 people per day. XD XD

EVERYBODY,GREAT JOB! :D

2mrw need go take scholarship. :X but need wait from 2 plus until 4 plus den finish. :/ sian leh.

fine.like i cant live alone. like i cant talk to myself. like i cant breathe without you. like i will suffer without you. like i cant b pathetic. like i will be crazy. like i will end my life. fine.

2010-01-12T04:16:00.000-08:00

sorta a... S DAY TODAY? :/

first thing.

took height n weight in the morning during p.e. AND WTC. -.-

I DIDNT GROW TALLER LARH! :C in fact,i SHRINKED. idk wth. XC not fair. i stagnant-solid for 2 WHOLE YEARS. :C i primary 6 until now nver grow! grr. i scared i cant grow FOREVER. *faints.

n kinda stress now? :/ i not sure. cus need chiong cca homework. banner competition. guess.. i wont have much time this week. :/

n i just realised today that two of my toes were sorta bleeding. LOL. th blood like dry liao lorh. i tink for days. LOL. no wonder just now punishment jumping-jacks my toes kinda hurt. LOL. Xl i know this kinda random. -.-

anyways, I NO NEED GO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY! :D:D
thanks to the sec 4 seniors who got great results. so the school decided to celebrate! THANKS! 1 extra day to catch up with my work. :X

guess i gtg, need do my work.

2010-01-08T23:28:00.000-08:00

FINALLY.

like finally i can blog.

this few days like so damn busy. :X cus of the guides n sec 2s stuff. n OBVIOUSLY. homework. -.- ther's like so MUCH more homework in sec 2. XC

1.) MTV video-which takes me a whole hell lot of time last year. n now comes another 1. -.- (hmt)
2.) 5 chinese book reviews every term! (wtc. DX )
3.) English vocab. -10 new words every week! (n i haven even got 1. -.- )

like WTH la. this is like only the "long-term" homeworks.

i still have like "short-term" homeworks.

i think this year's gonna b a damn busy year.

random. i still spent time with my pets la. LOL. (put up the photo with my ham some other time. :X)

2010-01-04T05:26:00.000-08:00

I'M 14!

thanksx100 everybody for the presents,cards and wishes. :D :D :D

i will post the people that i give thanks to maybe another day. :D cus i today damn busy. LOL. -.-

oh well, i acc dun feel like being older. hehe.

being older means more problems,more stress n must know more! hahas. Xl

i want be young forever! HAHAS. of course thats impossible. :X so that i can be free and no worries!

LOL.

2010-01-02T22:47:00.000-08:00

WK.

2mrw school reopen liao larh. :( :( :( sian. i dun wan go school. school=stress. school=homework school=no freedom. SOBS*

n 2mrw's my birthday. AND! the school ends at 3. T.T wl.

i sorta random wished that they will give birthday discounts, just let me early go home larhs. :(

idk why, when u like gradually grow up, u find that u wont b fussy bout wat birthday cake u want,what things must happen specially,purposely,on your birthday.

its like. i dont feel like. how say arh? LOL. :X just treat it like any other day? LOL. not that i dont appericiate,not that i totally ignore it.

like you just want things simple. but special. (:

like being contented and appericiative for what u have? :X

idk how to phrase my thinking. HAHA. great english.

2010-01-01T05:37:00.000-08:00

nothing much i guess. :X today's th 1ST DAY of 2010. :D

i hope it will be a better year. (: im gonna b a senior. HOHO. LOL. :X n there's a new girl joining. :/

left chinese homework n gg stuff. :/

slacking these few days, cus school reopens=work! D:. siansiansian.

:( :( :(

n somore school reopen my birthday. WK.

2009-12-31T05:37:00.000-08:00

HALO PEEPS! :D

woah. today was such a tiring day. :X i went to warehouse sale in the morning with my sis n parents. n bought a blouse. den went to sungei road to roam n c random stuff, bought a bag. :X den went to maluecca(ihc whether ix th correct spelling. LOL.) to buy some products.den went to serangoon 'pet street' to buy my hamster stuff. n went home.

from morning until evening. LOL. acc planned to do chi hmwrk. but hack care la. hahas. XD XD bought lotsa stuff today. i mean,for the whole family. :X :X n smbdy horh,say bout hello kitty rite. :X sick arh. (HAHAS. relax,joking only.)

HEYS! today is my 100th post! :D n somemore so coincedence is the last day of 2009. :D :D

WOW. today will be the last day of 2009. Xl i guess.. its quite a great year? mayb i still sec 1,so can slack a bit. hahas. but idk bout nxt year. :X

oh well, HAPPY 2010~

i hope it will be a better year ahead for everyone. (:

though i wished i were in my dream land. thats the place i've always wanted to belong.

... am i important? i dont feel that way...

2009-12-29T23:23:00.000-08:00

wth. why my blog look so pink? O.o

pls dun get the idea that im a girly-girly girl that likes to flirt with pink everyday people. em. no intentions or offence. :X

2009-12-29T22:55:00.000-08:00

i caught the bug.

i shall drink loads of water. :D :D LOL. goin chiong my eng hmwrk now. ix damn sian de lorh. i very lazy. :X oh well,still have to finish. and goin school reopen le! XC sian again. LOL.

nothing much. just a (little bit. :X) sick person chionging homework.

SIAN AGAIN. i cant seem to figure out how to put music playlist in my skin. XC XC th playlist nver appear leh. :X LOL. i know i noob. but i cant seem to live without music in my blog! XD its seems so boring to me. LOL. i alrady finish th playlist liao lorh. long time ago. :C

TAG-REPLIES!

CLAUDIA: miss you! luvvv u loads! nice skin! (hehe ofcourse la, my old one). i mean nice EDITING!
CLAUDIA: TAGGED CHIOBU! ;D
hahahahs. I not chiobu lorh! Xl wher got sia. i miss you toos! :D thanks. hahhas. of cus ix nice. :D hahahhas. no,my editing damn plain. hahahs.
karwai: wa.. my music player got prob! sad
karwai: lets play the spam game again.. hahaa
karwai: haha i love tatty bear more than u !! haha revenge! hahaha
karwai: wow u love scrump more than me! chey! heh! blah blah~` hahah dun stressed up.. haha relax babe!
LOL. thanks. (: LOL. NO! XC dun worries,its not th music player,ix mixpod got problem la. WL

2009-12-28T23:29:00.000-08:00

HALO PEOPLE. (:

im back from my trip to malaysia. (: IT WAS INDESCRIBABLE. :D :D a really great experience. (: (: i enjoyed it alots alots n alots more. (: FUN! :D

sian. now come back must chiong homework,do school stuff. somore gg add somre homework. WL. i damn sian. my eng hmwrk up till now haven even finish. WL. i dont feel ,ike goin back to school. ): ): den the stress all come back again. sometimes i tink,

can i just go out n work?

waa. i tink i got flu. nver drink water n eat too much heaty food. :X n i got bit sore throat. :X LOL. drinking loads of water now.

Elysia>>EDWard: updated. :D

2009-12-23T05:52:00.000-08:00

Last post before i go. XO goofing around with my sis. LOL. random. Xl BYES. :D

2009-12-23T01:33:00.000-08:00

YAY! :D

yay reason 1.) i found a BLOGSKIN! :D :D but i got no time to update. X( actually not me, CLAUDIA! :D tyvm girl. :D loved loads. (: (:

yay reason 2.) im going to malaysia 2mrw! :D though i haven finish ALL my homework. -.- damn. i learnt a lesson. always finish a bit of your homework during november first. -.- n ohya,thanks kw for th link. (: i will try my best. (:

AW. IM GONNA MISS YOU GUYS WHEN IM OVERSEAS. XC
BYE!!
sians. my bro got a yearbookkkkkk!!!!! from my primary school. :(:(:( i last year dun have sia. good larh. wl. 1 year diff only. :( i didnt have a yearbook when i graduate. :( :( walao. NOT FAIR. HEM. somore do until so nice! XC XC its damn nice lorh the yearbook. DX

oh well. life isnt always fair.

i guess.im on my way to being a cast-out.

2009-12-22T04:52:00.000-08:00

EHEM. today was such a *ehem day. u can spot it from my tagboard. -.-

this crazy woman called CHIANG KARWAI (remember her!) spammed my tagboard when we used her com at her house today. -.- n she told me to sing the 'be happy' song of th bossini ad. N SH RECORDED IT. n put it as her caller ringtone.

readers of my blog,please take note of 'elysia2' n 'karwai',this 2 names on my tagboard. cus its not me. -.- N PLEASE PLEASE DUN DEGRADE THE QUALITY OF MY BLOG CUS ITS NOT MY FAULT. LOL.

TAG-REPLIES:

Elysia2: love ya..
Elysia2: haha
Elysia2: oh ya by the way.. recently i went out with my mama n i saw this dam huge n cute SCRUMP!
Elysia2: why did u post ur shoe size on ur profile??
Elysia2: haha
Elysia2: dunnoe
Elysia2: haha am i in ur clique? haha
Elysia2: haha
Elysia2: need a doctor??
Elysia2: i think u suffering from split personality haha..
Elysia2: hah
Elysia2: that is so dam cool
Elysia2: haha
Elysia2: haha yarh elysia u are spaming yourself!
-.-.-.-.-.-.- IM NOT MENTAL! i dun need a doc. of course u r in my clique, n i just random,so put my shoe size,n OH! really? :D:D i like scrump! :D,and,love you toos. :X -----take note people,replying to this crazy spammer's tag. -.- YOU WILL GET IT FROM ME! WATCH OUT ARH YOU!! Xl hahahs.
Edward: Lol wads going on,you spamming your self haha
sory. :X its not me! you will know when you read my post. :X

2009-12-21T01:57:00.003-08:00

HM. nothing much nowadays. chiong homework. GRRR. the eng homework i haven complete yet. XC i scared i cant finish everything. :X left eng,chi,n girl guides homework. :X haiz. i alwaes lazy do. hahhas.

OH. leaving for malaysia on thursday! :D:D back on sunday. :D excited. hahahs. christmas overseas! LOL. Xl

nothing much. :/

"Worry is like a rocking chair - it gives you something to do but won't get you anywhere."

i shall work hard on my homework! LOL.

2009-12-18T20:06:00.000-08:00

TAG-REPLIES. (:

Edward: lols I feel like squeezing the hamster
LOLx. XD does it look squishy? X]
Chloe[♥]: Iloveyourhamster.! But i loveyoumore.! .
hahas. thanks. XD love you alots toos! :D
XINYING(:: hello haha, your hamster so cute!~ tagged&loved
thanks. (: love'you toos. :D

2009-12-18T19:33:00.000-08:00

went out the day before ytd, thursday, to watch PRINCESS AND THE FROG with anna(belle) n phy(licia) at e!hub. XDXD

first,we met at wssc. den we trained to century square. we actually intend to watch twilight. but then dun hav. :( so we go tmal. LOL. also dun hav. :/ den we lazy walk, share cab go e!hub to see if got. still dun hav. -.- den phy was like so desperate to see new moon,that she keep saying,"i want new moon!!" LOL. den we think for a while,den decide to watch princess and the frog. okies la. (: quite nice. XD den when a character in the movie being killed by the bad guy, a toddler cry i think. LOL. den so loud. make the lady beside me cry also. :/ but i never. hahas. (:

den after everything when we going home, like we all stomach pain. LOL. idk, dun ask me. :/ mayb its th popcorn we shared. :/ or maybe is we too bonded. hehe. XD

I ENJOYED! :D:D

anyways,rebond my hair ytd. Xl i from 1.30 do until 6-plus. LOL. :/ i think if i never read my story book i surely die of boredom. :/ lol. den the lady call me "妹妹" make me sound like i very young. O.o LOL.den they hairdressers all very kind de. (: they ask me whether want to drink water,whether want to go toilet or eat something. like its sorta a child-care. hahas. the service very bagus! XD

den when i go home my bros shocked. -.- say i look like ghost. -.- den my sis keep yyyyyyyeeeeeeeeee. -.- den i also not use dot my fringe n hair yet. cus its like keep flying even in th slightest wind. :/ den i have to 'hold' my head. :/ den i not used to got 'something" on my forehead. LOL. :/

please just zip your mouth if u r about to laugh. XC i noe it doesnt really.. em.. look like me? idk. oh well. i tink i will get used to it. :/

2009-12-16T06:16:00.000-08:00

GRR.

idk why i cant sign up for photobucket. ):): tried alots liao. ): n im gonna change my skin. cus only can put th small type of playlist. if not it will expand. :X n I TOTALLY DONT LIKE THE NEW SETTINGS AT MIXPOD. :X the playlist not all can play. aiya.. how to say. im so pissed. nvm. :/ so i had to use th ipod nano skin. if not i cant play the song. cus got video. -.-

oh well, i like this song alots. x3x3 my fav.. oldie song? lol.

LYRICS:

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
Try as they may
They could never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine

2009-12-15T06:16:00.001-08:00

please bare with me. :X i will change my skin soon. heehee. jux cant seem to find the skin. :X

2009-12-15T05:11:00.000-08:00

This is not taken from the internet okayys. XD copyrighted to my hamster! XD hahas.

cus a few days ago,my mum was changing the bed sheets. den my sis go take my hamster n play with it on th bed sheet. den my elder brother caught a pic of him!! x3x3 hahas. cute rites?

anyways,went to school to buy books today. actually, not really. :X i couldnt go in. need wear uniform. den i jux went back home,met suchi at the bus-stop. (: she was meeting stacey. (: den i met my mum to go to wssc,intending to buy books. but, cuz very troublesome,some bks need buy from school only. so i didnt buy. LOL. applied for my bank card also. ^^

SIANS. i cant go do my hair 2mrw. cus thers this person that booked appointment 2mrw,to rebond hair also. :X so i cant do. :C they closed on thursday,so i have to wait until friday. XC

oh well. at least i can do my homework. :/

2009-12-12T19:41:00.000-08:00

YES! lol. -.- i finally finished 2 pathetic homework. LOL. and im halfway thru geography. AND I HATE THE ENGLISH ASSIGNMENT. XC confirm i take very long to finish it, cus it needs research n all, n it will be wasting my precious time. -.- but i cant help it, i just have this habit of doing things slowly. -.-

haiz. home-working nowadays. so many homework. mus at least do a little bit EVERYDAY in order for me (the slow-poke habit. XC) to finish ALL.

AND! i missed the trip with my family to the book fair at singapore expo! XC hmph~! all because that i estimated that i wont be able to finish my homework in time if i went out the whole day today. :( n somemore i next week whoke week sort of packed. :(

Monday: my sister keep pestering me to bring her to the library. say what sh very bored at home, n i cant find an excuse. -.- cus reading books can improve her english.
Tuesday: Noyhing. lol. my home-working day.
Wednesday: Go do my hair. it will take up a whole lot of hours, which will take up 1 AFTERNOON.
Thursday: PRIMARY SCHOOL MEET-UP with phy n anna. :D:D watching new moon. although i dun watch twilight. :/ lol.
Friday-Sunday:Family matters. n bits of time for homeworking. :/

gg to me. i hope i can finish at least geog and maths/half of english. XC

TAG-REPLIES:

CLAUDIA: haha kk :] hope t quickly see u in your new hairstyle! ^^ cant wait! D:
CLAUDIA: and i dont think u hav changed (: u want rebond arh? ur not an idiot =) IM TH IDIOt! haha, loveyou!
lol. dun put too much expectations. Xl hahas. later turn up to be a wrong hairstlye. XC lol. yea. i sort of rebonding. lol. no larh, u r not idiot,dun say that to urself. if not i angry. X{ hahas. thanks. loveyou toos! x3

weixuaaan: AHEM, NOT FAIR. I WAN A NEW ZINC SCH BAG BADLY! ):
oh. then that will be my hint for ur *ahem! hahas. XD

Chloe[♥]: Hello, re-link me at http://the-whole-heartedluv.blogspot.com/
okies. (: will relink soon. :D

2009-12-11T00:00:00.000-08:00

i dont expect anybody to response to me. cause its just my way of thinking now n i will get through sooner or later.

i know. im such a great fantastic idiot.

i appear when u dont want me to and im not there when u needed me. or do u even need me.

i hate me. i changed.

i talk bullshit unecessary stuff.

im such a act-smart person.

do u think i like it? i dont! i cant control.

i feel like knocking my head onto something hard. something that will just make me forget everything.

im such a cast-out.

im such a great fantastic idiot loser.

im wet.

2009-12-09T05:58:00.000-08:00

IM SO GONNA HAVE MY HAIR DONE NEXT WEEK.

n im so gonna eat less of heaty,spicy and or th whatever food. cus i cant stand it! th pimples just pop out of nowhere. -.- lol. n im trying hard to sleep early but it seems that i this few days cant sleep! :C lol. whu ask th programmes at night so nice. XD hahas.

2009-12-09T04:25:00.000-08:00

(: finally finished uploading th photo for th class gathering. lol. XD nothing mch nowadays. (: but i bought my new school bag ytd. (: ix zinc.

home-working this few days. :/ i've got one whole pile untouched. :/ gg to me.

2009-12-05T23:45:00.000-08:00

99 Facts about guys when it comes to girls:
THIS IS SO DAMN FREAKING COOL! XD

CREDITED TO: CLAUDIA! (remember her. XD )

1 Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls.
2 Guys hate other flirts.
3 A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4 When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
5 Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6 Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7 When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8 Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
9 Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.
10 Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11 When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12 Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13 Guys cry!!!

14 Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15 Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16 Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17 When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
18 Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19 Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20 Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21 When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
22 When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow”.
23 You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24 Guys hate gays!
25 Guys love their moms.
26 A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27 A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
28 You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29 If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30 Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31 Like Eve, girls are guy's weaknesses.
32 Guys are very open about themselves.
33 It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
34 No guy is bad when he is courting
35 Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36 Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
37 Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38 If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.
39 A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40 A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41 Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42 Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43 Guys virtually brag about anything.
44 Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45 Guys think too much.
46 Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.
47 Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48 Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49 When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50 It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
51 You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52 A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.
53 When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54 Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55 Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed P**** with their girlfriends
56 When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
57 When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58 When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”
59 Guys don’t really have final decisions.
60 When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61 If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him
62 If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63 Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64 Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65 Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
66 A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67 A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68 Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69 Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70 A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71 A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72 Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73 Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
74 Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75 Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76 Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.
77 Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78 When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79 Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80 Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
81 Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.
82 Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83 Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.
84 When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85 When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86 When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed by you or he’s criticizing you.
87 When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88 If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89 If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90 Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91 You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92 If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93 When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94 You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95 Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96 Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!

97 If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
98 Guys hate girls who overreact.
99 Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships.

2009-12-05T23:22:00.000-08:00

我最讨厌不要脸的女人。

2009-12-04T05:12:00.000-08:00

TAG-REPLIES! (:

Edward: Haha why makeover?you look nice now:)
no! where got. Xl lol. i just need a new style. i stuck with my plain-ness for so long arady. hahas. :X
JINGWENNN[; : HELLO ELYSIA [: rachel liang's voice is VERY NICE! {: loveyas
YEAH! XD i like her voice and songs. (: ILY toos. (:
Chloe: Hello my dear elysia, ily. thanks for tagging<3>
(: love'you toos my dear. (: (sory,i cant seem to copy th heart on ur name. XP )
Riinaa!: so you coming??? hope you can come! ^^
yea. should be i tink. (:

changing blogskin soon. (:

2009-12-04T04:54:00.000-08:00

today is HOKOONYEE's BIRTHDAY! XD

STAY HAPPY AND HYPER ALWAYS! (:

went to pasir ris park for class gathering today. (: IT'S FUN! XD

me,jl n chels rented bikes n cycled around the park. though it was raining. XP but it was really fun. XD we kept laughing. den when i crossing road i damn scared, den i came down to push my bike. XP i sit untill my butt so pain. (ps,bit unglam. Xl) we didnt really participate with the others. :X we went to cycle. :X

i'll just let the pictures talk, upload it next time. (: cus jl haven send finish yet. ;X i wan upload everything tgt. :D

2009-12-02T20:24:00.000-08:00

IM SO GONNA HAVE MY MAKEOVER SOON.
i just can't stand the way i look.

2009-12-02T00:56:00.000-08:00

WHEW.

just packed finished all my documents. like all th things in my bag, drawers n files. it's like never touched FOR YEARS. lol. so many dust. th rag actually so clean, bcme so dirty. XP done by me! XP

oh god. i only finished 2/3 of 1 HOMEWORK. science. darn. and i got a whole pile of homewrok STILL untouched. wish me luck. :X

"sometimes, i wished you would just get out of my life.

or i get out of yours."

2009-12-01T05:49:00.000-08:00

I SO LOVE S.H.E AND RACHEL LIANG!! XDXD

2009-12-01T05:13:00.000-08:00

我從來都不說不,不是因為我願意,是因為我愛你.
我從來都不生氣,不是因為我沒有脾氣,是因為我愛你.
我從來都不哭,不是因為我沒有眼淚,是因為我愛你.

2009-12-01T04:02:00.000-08:00

OH SORRY! i didnt update for quite a few days. cus my schedule very tight n busy, n even if i wan update also 2 lazy n tired. :X

on SUNDAY and MONDAY, i went for cookie sale at tampines ntuc, in tmal. XD it was INTERESTING and i had a great time. (: except for th fact that I PRACTICALLY HATE MY HAIR. -.- ,cus i tie two ponytails damn disgusting. so i didnt take any photos. -.- it was fun! (:(:(: (short-cut to everything. XD ) den on sunday was actually th last day of th SITEX (sale on th technology stuff) at th singapore expo, den i was lyk so damn excited on saturdy la, cus its lyk my sis say got $29 IPOD NANO!! den i was lyk ^O^. den i was day-dreaming... den turned out on sunday( i didnt go, cus gt th cookie sale marh. (: ) , is PIRATED 1. -.- lol. my bro say it was some indians that were in-charge (seriously, no offence) but i got a earpiece. (: tat ix PURPLE in color. :D

went for passport renewal today. (: walao, i tot take so long,only ned 15mins. -.- lol. n today bit crazy. afternoon HOT like siao, evening raining. -.- lyk 2 different worlds lorh.

2009-11-27T00:21:00.001-08:00

I HAVEN TOUCH MY HOMEWORK YET! :(:(
until today. ohgod,i scared i cant finish leh. :( i just started science. :( hope i can finish everything in time. XC

going to sell cookies on sunday n monday. (:

"Our attitude towards life determines life's attitude toward us."
-Earl Nightingale

2009-11-25T01:53:00.000-08:00

JINX.JINX.JINX.

idk. idk. idk. i suck okay. im such an idiot. im such a jinx. i step on pple,wet my bag twice,wet my skirt,got unfreindly stares,almost trip,got my ballon stuck on th roof, almost whacked my balloon on someone, got a 'tsk' remark, say the wrong thing in front of everybody,ridicuosly. in just a couple of days.

im such a loser.

jinx.
jinx.
im still jinx-ed.

i really cant differentiate. idk. idk how to know th right from th wrong and th wrong from th right. i dun care whether it doesnt sound logical. life isnt fair to me anyways. not any1.

maybe im not good enough.

maybe life is life.

or maybe im just not good enough.

2009-11-25T01:31:00.000-08:00

UNIT INITIATIVE ytd. (: cedar girls n northland came to our schl. (: had fun! (: i like th gel candle th best. (: i lazy take picture of it. XP hahas.

den went to watch 2012 at tmal with seokkee,chloe,stacey and sinning. (: AND SEOKKEE FINISHED HER LARGE POPCORN! when me n stacey shared! XP lol! thumbs up. XD th movie didnt really last long for me,although it was 2-3h. i was too obsessed. den i cried once. XC cus damn touching. and stacey was sobbing beside me. so i just cant help myself. DX lol. n ther was a part where ther's this doggie that was running on a rope to its owner. den ther was something that was goin to crash on th doggie!!! I WAS DAMN AGITATED N FREAKED OUT AT THAT PART! i scared th dog die n i wil cry like siao. XP th movie was really inspiring n worth watching. (: everybody agreed. (:

went for anti-drug course at sengkang cc today in th morning,but end up dun hav th course. XP but i dun realli mind. XP so we went to eat lunch n talk-talk n went to th library at compass point, until 2plus. it was sort of an interesting day. and oh! we saw this sesame street thingy n th children was so damn CUTE! XD

th picture's bit blurry, but th red and blue thing on th stage is guranteed to be elmo n cookie monster. XD

mayb i wil b goin for th cookie sale this weekend. but th thing ix i haven even TOUCH my homewrk yet. :X

2009-11-23T04:33:00.000-08:00

like FINALLY! i can find time to update. these few days so busy. -.- oh well,so saturday's open house.. IT WAS FUN! i started with giving out flyers to the parents and visitors, to promote our ipw booth. LOL. XD quite fun. hahas. cus lyk stand at the door there den give,give. LOL. >0<

den they visitors started coming,and they were only interested in th chop,to get their lucky draw. LOL. n we didnt hav th chop. -.- but there were a few adults were interested,n some kids i think. got 1 uncle kep askin qns bout our school,n work,n project load. LOL. n i gave good points of our schl of cus. (: hahhas.

n smre they dun allow us to tke th balloons,they are meant for the p6s. LOL. XD

den we cal th juniors of claudia n weixuan to tke for us.

this is damn cute,jingwen's new hairstyle! hahahs. XD

T.JIAYU! lol. she's posing for all th flyers stuck on her body! LOL >0<

jiayu and xinying, with their balloons! (:

me! with my first kiss.. LOL! there's a kissing booth in the lit department! shh. cant tel you how they do it. :X

that's bout all for th open house. today i went to schl for th girl guides unit intiative preparation 2mrw. (: cedar girls' and northlan sec coming to our schl. (: n we were doin towel folding. (:

LOL! jingwen caught a shot of jiayu AND weixuan throwing her towel doll! XD

and the most interesting part of today was chloe telling us her ghost stories after guides! XD it was damn interesting,funny and scary at the same time. LOL! and we were all sort of freaked out. :P but i find it sort of interesting. (: den i conference with seokkee and jiayu cus we sort of.. scared? but not that type lyk damn freaked out 1. LOL. (:

AND IM GONNA MISS MY CHELSIA! ):):): she went to korea until next monday. ): WODENGZHENIHUILAI! :D

2009-11-20T05:04:00.000-08:00

IM BACK FROM THE CAMP. -0-

we can only stay 1 night la~ ):): cus th principal la,wth,say got open house den cant stay overnight. den everybdy damn sian. -.- but wat i quite like ix these days keep raining. :D AND I TRIED WALKING THROUGH HEAVY RAIN! (: hahahas,very fun,me n xinting got all wet. (:

n me,xinting n yanxin keep sayin "CHUCKY!" cus i told them bout th scary doll,chucky,out of random. den we start saying stuff lyk,"chuckys' gonna rape someone!" n we were lyk damn LOL. -0- n i bonded with every1 better thru this camp. (: th best part ix our pj party. it wasnt actually all bout fun. ther's some things that happened that are meant to be kept private. so,yea.

n ohya,we slept in th art room n it was DAMN cold lorh. somore i slept nearest to th door,wich is nearest to our shoes. -.- LOL. n ther goes yanxin n xinting saying that CHUCKY wil rape me at night. "please la, see my face arady 1 run away, too ugly to be true. " LOL. n seokkee n jiayu was SO SO SO SO funny! (: they kept laughing n laughing throughout th camp, its damn CONTAGIOUS, make everybody laugh!!! XDXDXD

n TYVM KARWAI! for the sovenir from new zealand. (: ILY! (:

hahahas. XD we came up with th idea to put our legs together,to keep it warm in th air-con room. XD cus we were all wearing SHORTS. XP

QIANYU's meh-meh! (sheep) lol. it's called SUCHI. (:(: we made th clothes with napkins. XD hahhas.

SO CUTE RITE!?! spot yanxin's mouth. hahas. :X

i had a great time! (:(:

2009-11-18T04:18:00.000-08:00

no time blog liao.. :X ned chiong ipw work. :/ n 2mrw ix guides camp arady! so i wont be updating till sunday. :(:( but it's gonna be fun! (:

BYE PEOPLE! (: xoxo,muacks!

2009-11-15T21:25:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE!

Karwaiiiiieeee!!

(16 november)

thanks for all the fun and laughter you gave me.

stay happy and pretty forever yea?

爱死你了！

p.s: hahas,i love this photo too much arady. XD

2009-11-14T05:43:00.000-08:00

"I love walking in the rain, 'cause then no-one knows I'm crying. "

2009-11-14T04:17:00.000-08:00

It's been raining the whole week. (: and i like it. (:

now chionging guides homework. cus need pass up by camp,wich is NEXT WEEK. XC and th camp is lyk ... weird? it's like we are not staying overnight for the first 2 days of th camp. LOL. so it's lyk going to schl n coming back home? :/ lol. idk. i just find it really funny and weird. LOL. oh well,one of a kind i guess. :/ and the details are not even cnfirmed yet.

hm. idk why. but i feel kind of... empty? nowadays.

2009-11-12T01:57:00.000-08:00

CLAUDIAAA: TAGGED. imissedyou XD
aww,thnks. (: i missed you a lots toos. (:
EMILY: TAG TAG!
hi qianjingxiaojie! XD thnks for taggin. (:
XINYING(: :hello tagged&loved
thnks! (: love'ya.

2009-11-12T01:39:00.000-08:00

AWW.

karwai should have leave singapore by now. :(:(:( IWILLMISSHER! D:

anway,went for school this morning for ipw preparation,for student learning festival,which is th open house. den met for th surprise..

MUAHAHAHAs,thats th secret mission i was working on,KW's SURPRISE! :D:D:D n her present. (: n our plan failed. -0- failed in a funny snese,hahahhas. cus me n chels was planning to blindfold her with a plastic bag(lol!) n lead her to the place where we put her present. den i wil throw th paper strips on her,n show her th present! guess what happened.

cus we were all th while planning to wait for her at th lift,n we were like so funny,practising at th lift there. den i saw huimin jie. LOL. :D n guess what,sh suddenly pop out from th stairs there!!! lol,n me n chels was like,"OH NO! THE STAIRS!" look. XD we forgotten about th stairs! hahahas.

den chels keep chasing kw,cus want blindfold her. den of cus she know liao la,den somore we saw her mum! LOL. n all th while i was standing behind,sort of hiding. den damn LOL. wen i wanted to throw th paper strips on her,chels said that th wind blew n it went on me! WTH! den we were like laughinglaughinglaughing.

DAMN FUNNY LORH! XD

2009-11-09T06:05:00.000-08:00

Chloe♥: Hello. enjoy camp kayy(:
okies,thnks. (: i enjoyed it a lotx100. (:
JINGWENNN[:: HELLOOOOOOO ;D you look REALLY cute with the bandaged head;D LOL ! tags
:X noooooooooooo! thnks for taggin anyways. (:
Jiali: Hi tagged. Xinwei, you took back my sci paper?
thnks for taggin! (:
betty: taqqies elysia(:
thnks for tagging. (:

2009-11-09T04:35:00.000-08:00

whew. IM BACK PEOPLE!! (:(:(: with a lot of things to blog bout. (: n a lot of really interesting stuff. XD so,its gonna b a realy long post! XP but its all worth saying. (: so...

DAY 1:

hahahs. i still rmb. i was really nervous n all cus so many strangers. janice,vanessa, wesley n rahmat wasnt th same group as me. so i lyk bit worried. XP but i met suhailah. (:(:(: n we got along well too. (: royden was also in my group. den th facilitators was like talking,trying to make us laugh,n i really find them really funny. XD

so,we went to th campsite,labrador adventure centre,unpack our things n stuff. so basically we just did some games n introduction,cus every1 still strangers,not that hyper yet.

and i slept well for th 1st day surprisingly,i broke my usual standard. (: ohya,n we slept on bunk beds,cool mancx! XD ohya,th place also bit eerie cus undergoing renovation.. WOOOO! hahahs. XD

DAY 2:

woke up at 5plus? went for a dialouge session at fairfield methodist sec. it's really interesting! (: although it might sound to you that its a lecture or something. :/ but im seriously speaking th truth. (: LOL. hahahs. den rahmat went up to th stage to lyk discuss n debate,den his expression damn funny. XD den th crowd smhw also went hyper on some of th topics. den thers tis girl infront of me keep screaming. th only thing i could do was show this face: O.o lol. IT WAS FUNNNN!! X)

went to YOG learning centre next,played team-bonding games. (: i seriously find th person that created this interesting games for us really smart. (: seriously. (: its really really really interesting n creative. (: n by that day,my team really showed some teamwork with one another. (: n th feeling is really unspeakable. (: im really happy! learnt some project management skills too. (:

n ohya,we saw leonard too. he sec 2 de,from my sec schl. 2r5 i tink. he was one of th facilitators,n i was wondering why,cus he's only 14? :/ lol. n ther was 2 groups of facilitators,1 is volunteers,th other ix external vendor,paid with money de. he belonged to th 2nd. :/

hahas,by that day,almost every1 knew bout this affair between.. *EHEM! i shall not say it. those whu attend u shuld noe rite?? shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! dun tel any1 kays? (: lol. but i tink it shuld b obvious enough.

DAY 3:

waaaaaaa. tis day is th day that every1 ix th most hyper 1!! (:(: hahas. th most fun day. :D but i come the *thingy so damn pakcik,so lyk keep moodswing in th morning. XP but after that okies liao. (: went for dragon-boating!!! XDXDXD it was SUPERSUPERSUPER FUNFUNFUN! (: den damn funny,we kept shouting "CHICKEN!" in th rhythmn of th rowing to motivate ourselves. lol. :X den thers tis guy in our group,his hair damn stylo,n he call himself shuai ge from th starting of th camp. damn diao. -.- den he also feel very proud cus we kept calling his name while we row. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL?!! den we had a lot of fun spraying water at each other. XDXD so we were wetwetwet. :( so sticky,smelly,n dirty. LOL.

went for cultural heritage tour also,a temple in chinatown,n a mosque. (: it was rather interesting,at least i knew they had fun eating with their hands! :D my facilitator also keep making up jokes den i laugh like hell. until no voice already. :X actually day 2 already liddat,cus we kept cheering,shouting,laughing,lyk some crazy bunch of people!!! den my voice sound lyk some gay guy. XC lol. n smtimes talk th 'key' will go off. LOL. XP

CAMPFIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! campfire was damn shiok,th best part of th camp. seriouslyseriously. cus everybdy like working hard to be th best. th determination is so undescribable. so,we lit th fire at around 9 i tink. n th music was damn FANTASTIC,cus it was loud den bonded th whole camp to sing n dance together. (:(:(: so we did our skits n cheers,n th whole camp was damn hyper-active,like everybdy just want to be open,n do their very best. the scene was really enthu!!!everybdy was practically standing on th benches,n jumping around,th best thing is,th facilitators also join us!!! XDXD hahahs.n i kept drinking water,cus my voice damn sore. den we didnt expect that we wuld b th last group performing,n everybdy was so shocked that w eforget all th steps. ):): den i damn ps n felt really sory,lyk want to cry. ): but our facilitator motivated us. (: thnks!!! :)

th last part of th campfire after the fire was put out was th BESTBESTBEST! our main facilitator promised us 15 MINUTES of songs cus we were really sad that th campfire had to end. so everybdy screaming lyk hell,just want to give off their best shot, den i was jumping,den lyk feel so high!!!! XDXDXD lol. (: with suhailah,rina,hashimah,n nicklaus. (: den th shocking thing. I SAW WESLEY POLE-DANCE on th flag-pole!!! lol!!! as in really pole dance,not like tat kind of 1-sec thingy. den i want to laugh like hell also cant,i no voice n energy. ><

DAY 4:

awwwww. its like bit sad. :/ cus its like th last day,so i tink everybady trying to cool down,dun b so enthu,if not later very hard to leave. D: we went back to Onepeople.sg buliding,n had our presentation to th director. n th big thing. we sticked all th photos we took on a black board,along woth our signitures n wishes,to make a big collage. cus th facilitators was told at th start of th day,to take as many pictures with a given camers. n th outcome was so touching. all th pictures pasted together,is only acheived by spending 4days tgt,wich is realy meaningful. n they showe this video too,wich also consists of some unglam picture. XD oh,n miss tan came too,n sh sound like really concerned about us (like a mum! ><),like ask us how was th food,n said it was really spicy. HAHAS! den ms tan said that wesley like girl,cus sh say b4 th camp,he kept asking her stuff,even worse den a girl. suhailah also said that ms tan was really good. (: hahhahahhahas! >0<><>

finally,we did our group cheer,for th final last time,n everybdy can b spotted trying their best. n we did a group hug. n at that time,i felt lyk crying. cus it was really unbearable. ><><>

CAMPTEEN'09 ROCKS! it was a really special experience for me. i enjoyed th process n made even more new friends. one of th best,or mayb th best,camp i ever ever attended. (:(: i wuld hav chosen to go if i were to rewind time. nothing is regretted in this camp. (: what is brought home is priceless lessons n information,n more faithful friendships. (: i sighned up for th YouthWing volunteers,n hope to go th camp yet again next year,to be a volunteer. (: this camp really made a difference in me,n to th people out there,grab th chance to go to this camp next year!!! its not meant to be missed!! :)

me n suhailah. (:

NGEE ANN TEAM! except without wesley. XP he went MIA.

MY TEAM!: LRS(*Loo(you) Relax Sua(slang. XD) )
with th collage n th main facilitator(far left)

ILOVE YOU GUYS! <3>

2009-11-05T01:41:00.000-08:00

GRRRRRRRRR!!!!!
i hate vista! :(:(:(
i just turned th screen upside down!! :(
heng. it's settled. :(

oh. i wil be goin for a NE leadership camp 2mrw, until next monday. with janice,vanessa,wesley,royden and rahmat. ><

i wil miss,
MY MUM's COOKING! >0<
computer!
my hamsters! :(:(:(
and all my friends! :(
and my proper bed!! :"(

lol. XD good luck to me then. (: it's gonna be FUNFUNFUN! (: try take pictures so that i can blog about it. (:

BYE PEOPLE. :( (lol,i sound like im dying XP )

2009-11-04T06:02:00.000-08:00

*SCREAAAAAAMMMMMMSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!!!!

this website sells S.H.E's figurines!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dream also nver so lucky! i've always wanted their figurines!

ohgodohgodohgodohgod!

what am i suppose to do?!?!?!

*SCREAAAMMMMSS!!!

nvm,just think im crazy for all i care!!! >0<

somore so many merchandise!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so lucky to even see it. lol. it's so impossible if i can even hold it!!! XC

the link that made me went crazy (spotted on jl tagboard!):
http://idolmerchandies.blogspot.com/

forget it elysia, you'll nver have it.

forgetting,forgetting,forgetting.

2009-11-04T05:19:00.000-08:00

hm. on tuesday. muahahahhahas,i went on a secret mission. (: cant tell. (: but i can say i very tired after i reach home, 8plus sia! X]

2dae.. went to thin my hair! (: changed my hamster bedding,n now im here. (:(:(:

2dae also kep raining. in fact this few days. XD

I LOVE RAIN!! XD my fav. fav. weather. (:

2009-11-04T04:49:00.000-08:00

FINALLY~ can post liao. (: cause these few days very busy marh,den no time. go home also so tired arady. XD

hm. so monday. i went for first aid course!! XD IT'S SUPER FUN DE LORH!!! (: very interesting,i learnt a lot! XD hahahs,th instructor also very funny. (: but ix full-day course, from 7plus to 4-5plus leh! so very tired. :/ hahas,n i wil b gettin a certificate! XD it's actually lyk a name-card,den can put in wallet de,very special rite. (: to certify that i'm a first-aider! muahahahs. XD den so funny, we were thinking lyk what if we go home that day sm1 really fainted. LOL? (:

CAUGHT ON CAMERA!

from left to right:jiayu,seok kee,xinying n weixuan! (:

CPR-ing on the 'plastic man' XD

QIANYU! giving the kiss of life~ :D jkjk.

Qianyu. X)

EXPERTS CPR-ING. XD

Chelsia and Qianyu. (:

oh god. a mummy! i look suckish. XP

Suchi mummy,chelsia n me!

2009-11-01T04:16:00.000-08:00

Went for yeomen service at guides HQ ytd,at Bishan. (: met karwai,chelsia,suchi n amelia. (:

congats weixuan! got her uniform so soon. :D hahahs.

so,me n seokee was cleaning this cupboard tat was quite messy,den th lady in charge was tellin us to like,pack th things in th cupboard nicely. den out of a sudden,got 1 lizard jump out from th cupboard!!!!! i was damn freaked out la,somemore ix brown colour wan. XC hahas,den seokee lyk so cute,cus we both scared th lizard marh,so sh suggested to swipe th lizard with a towel,closing our eyes. XP LOLOLOLOL! we kept missing. XP finally,we call th tcher den sh didnt c th lizard leh!!! sh almost stepped on it. missed a few cm only. LOL.

so we did packing n sort of cleaning,to lyk help gain points for our school. at th later part of th day,cus everybdy besides jitisha n genevieve in th office clearing documents,finshed already. so we lyk slack-slack,den talk. (:(:(:

budden i was volunteered to help at th office later cus not enough people. guess waht i did most of th time. TEARING ENVELOPES N LETTERS! hahahahhahs. XD den i had fun tearing cus ... ... i also dun noe why leh. LOL.

finally,we finished at around 1 to 2,den we went to junction 8 for lunch. (:

hahahs,den wen i went home with chels,wx,jitisha n gen very fun. XD

we keep talkin bout random stuff. lyk terrorists in th mrt!! LOL. XD den wx kep sayin,'what the crab?!' so genevievieve said,"what the squid?!" den we were laughing ltk hell,cus we thought of names lyk what th fish,what th lobster,what the octopus. :D:D:D den very fun! hahahs.

arrived at home at 5plus i tink. (:

i went to wssc to buy chrysanthemum for my mum to cook th tea.

lol,herbal tea arh! chelsia wil noe wat i mean.. XD

MRT! :D from left to right: me,chels,wx,jitisha n gen. (:

me n weixuan! XD

me n genevieve! XD

more pictures! i wil upload next time. (:

2009-10-30T06:23:00.000-07:00

With everything good and bad,comes an end.

today is the last day of school! XC

i sort of had a "convession session" with my friends, you know,like sort of straighten things out and ask for forgiveness that sort. :/

"Let's all forgive and forget what happened along this year, and live a better life. :)

No matter what,you'al are always my best friends. <3

And we will stay that way kays?

ILOVEYOUS! >3< "

and i got back my report book. :/ not bad la,8th. :/

but i must work harder! ><

i had fun 2dae in girlguides. :) lyk jux play lyk siao marh,cus last day of schl. :) den suchi mummy teach me how to dance formal ballroom dance. :D hahas,lol,very simple de. (: but i enjoyed it. (: and congrats weixuan! join guides! hope u have alots of fun! XD

hahahs,den wen me n wx go home we kep talkin bout how cute n funny xinwei n her bro ix! XD i probably think ther ix no other person in th whole wiide world CUTER than them. XD!!!

hm.. i basically had fun this whole year,especially with such a great class! :D 1R6 rocks! our effort paid off guys! we all promoted to th same class!

let's hope for the best next year. (:

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2009-10-28T01:45:00.000-07:00

hm. i got back my results, for verification. haven bring home yet. not bad la,at least i didnt fail maths for th overall. :/

attended a workshop 2dae. (: not bad also. (: its bout study methods. (: benefits me. (:

im very moody nowadays.
i don't really understand life.
sometimes i just feel like doing things unusual.

reading tarot cards? (i got th idea from i book i read)
reading horoscopes and signs? :/

sometimes,i just want to let this kind of stuff control my life.
at least i've got a clear view of the future...

2009-10-27T05:42:00.000-07:00

Sometimes,i just feel like sitting somewhere high up,far,far,and further away from my life.

See the sky,the clouds.

See how innocent little children can be.

See happy moments.

I just want to feel like being a bystander, see how life goes on.

See how busy life can be.

I will also find a place that is quiet enough perhaps.

Hear the wind blow.
I might even get to taste the breeze.

And kick off my slippers.

Swinging my bare feet in the air.

Closing my eyes.

My troubles disappearing.

My tears rolling.

and sometimes to an extent,i wished i wont get back to my life. Never. Ever.

2009-10-27T05:36:00.000-07:00

my results sucked. all bcus of my maths. ):): haiz. life is hard. i failed maths.

so what if my other subjects are better,it still makes a difference.

my head feels heavy.

life is hard. hard. still hard. n harder.